but cannot be near, I will take a piece of you with me where ever I go and what ever I do.....this is my promise.
I am struggling.
I cannot seem to jump over the 'acceptance' hurdle. Some will say well it's still too soon but honestly I just want to get there and maybe it won't hurt so much. I am on a roller coaster all day, everyday and my family can vouch for the fact that it's not a fun ride. I can't help but think about the next decade of my life, my childrens lives, my families lives and ache. It physically hurts to think about and ponder all my brother will miss.
I can't change anything and I HATE it.
I will however do my very best to take a piece of him with me, everywhere. I have made this promise and intend to do my best to keep him apart of everything we do, my children will know him to the best of my ability and I will be the best sister pen pall a guy could ask for.
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